Update

Ok, I'll make this quick. I'm sitting in my TV room freezing my ASS off because once again it has gotten really cold outside and I'm too poor to have the heat on.

The Dane responded to my email at about 5:30 this morning. He requests a final conversation.

Then at 10:14 -

Are you going to let speak with you? I am ok with your (sic) desition.

At 10:50 He called. I was literally about to call him, but it pissed me off so badly that he couldn't wait for me to call him that I didn't answer. Yes, I am a bitch.


Then at 11:28 -

I am around until 4pm my time would love to speak with you.

11:51 I called him, but he had his kids in the car with him, so he couldn't talk. I told him I would call him when I had time this afternoon.

Then at 1:01

It is ok. I wish you had told me this last week, but it is whatever it is. I have asked to have a conversation(not to talk you out of anything, i was expecting it), but i like you and would like to talk to you.

I am always going to around. I think relationships are going to be hold for a while.

I am not sure what changed, but I must have done something which I am unaware of.

When I told you that I was in love with you, I ment it!!!

I will be around this afternoon and hope to hear from you, not to get you back, you were already gone last week.

At 1:27 I called him and left a message because it rolled to voice mail. This final call is turning out to be a bit of a freaking beating.

Ten minutes later he called me back (control issues?). I feel badly, I really do, but there wasn't anything I was going to say that would make it better. He again made the comment that he wished I had told him that last week. Yeah, I'm sure he does. If I had known last week, I would have told him.

He almost said under his breath "How can I know that he's not the right one" but I'm thinking he realized that would be foolish coming from the man who said he loved me within 5 days of meeting me. I mean, I know I'm amazing and all, but really?

I basically told him it was just a feeling that I knew he wasn't the one. I tried to be gentle. It took about 15 minutes, but at least it is done. Now on to destroying some other poor unsuspecting souls heart. Kidding. Mostly. I think.