Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Live from my Iphone

Due to my limited contributions lately, I thought I'd test the phone updates. I have lots to say. But a total lack of organization to get to the saying.

Flowers. They make me happy. See? So much to say.

Saturday, October 22, 2011

So quickly

Sometimes I am impressed with how very quickly I can move from to Emotional def con 1. This has been a hell of a week. Unbelievably busy coming on the heels of weeks and weeks of unbelievably busy. I am working with a yearbook staff that seems to be having so. much. trouble. getting itself together.

I am at my wits end of how to get them to get their acts together. I feel like a complete failure.

I am trying to work on my finances. That is a beating and a half. I don't even know how I jacked up my finances so much. It is totally demoralizing.

We can't even talk about the dating. That is such a ball of bullshit I don't even know what to do. Incapable of walking away, but not happy staying. Emotional. DefCon. 1.

Yup that's me.

Monday, October 3, 2011

You can't imagine.

Ladies and Gentlemen,

I am currently getting my ass kicked by life. I'm not even sure I can list everything I have on my plate at the moment. The regular job, the directories, the real estate book, the online course on sexual harassment that I haven't even gotten to because I have no time, entering grades and dealing with subsequent unhappy parents etc, etc, etc

Yesterday I woke up with a massive headache that stayed with me all day. Ice pack, lavender, pills etc. All day. Miserable.

I got to work at about 6:45, by 7:30 my first student was in my office needing assistance. It went on all day. One person after another. I finally left at 5:30. Ass dragging.

I realized late this afternoon that I have a meeting all day tomorrow which means everything that was on my schedule...yeah, it's all moved back a day.

And I'd like to think hey, at least I have a great guy in my life, but at the moment it isn't really feeling that way. It's hard to imagine where this relationship is going or how it is going to last. Emotionaldefcon1 continues.